Solitude...Lonely...
inside my heart I felt like that. Sometimes I enjoy this solitude... But I can't deny, I realized that I feel so lonely. Since I was staying in my house, without playing and joking with my friends again, I realized that I need them so much. Even though I knew Iam an annoying friend for them.
Especially in the night. I Accompanied by some musics, slow musics... Listen to this musics, bring back memories.
I closed my eyes, imagine what happened in my life. Imagine what I've done to them.
a selfish woman who never cared to her friends. Don't know what happened to her friends, enjoy her solitude life... absurd life haha
How much longer will I keep this selfish life?
The clock don't stop from ticking. And months passed by...
But I can't even see my mind, I couldn't bear to see my absurd life.
I've stumbled, I have not woken up again...
Will I see beautiful flutters of wing that can wake me up?
When the snow lay thick and white on the ground, I even froze...
My encounter with my friends, should I regret it? Because I seldom make them happy, I can't even make them happy...
Im sorry, I can't describe my life... I think this is a morbid story :)
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